Writing at the intersection of memory, identity, and becoming.

I write fiction and essays about the stories we believe, the selves we shed, and the moments that ask us to break open and become someone new.

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Selected Writing

Fiction, essays, and poems exploring memory, identity, longing, and the forces that reshape us.

  • How To Count

    How To Count

    My cursor blinks over the get started button and my shoulders climb towards my ears in a flash of anxiety while I…

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  • Enclosures (excerpt)

    The following is an excerpt from “Enclosures,” a short story from the unpublished collection Cardiopulmonary Occlusions. For inquiries about the full story,…

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  • Grandpa

    Grandpa

    First sorrowful mystery– He rolled the beads of his rosary between his index finger and thumb, he sung oh sauna and swayed…

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ABOUT RYAN

Ryan O. Rivera is a writer, essayist, and builder whose work explores memory, identity, attention, and the strange process of becoming someone new. He writes fiction and essays, publishes In Search of Lost Time, is the creator of Vektorsion, a reflective oracle app now on the App Store, and is the founder of Riversmythe, a creative studio.

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Writing

Fiction and essays for a more examined life.

SHORT STORY AND ESSAY COLLECTION

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Cardiopulmonary Occlusions

A collection of nine short stories and two essays exploring queer identity, grief, memory, longing, and the ways we remake ourselves through periods of change. Completed as my MFA thesis at Northwestern University.

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INDEPENDENT PUBLICATION

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In Search of Lost Time

An independent publication exploring memory, attention, identity, and what it means to live a human life in an increasingly digital world.

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